THIS IS HELL. Everyone is drunk and ruining my life
--FLASHBACK--
Jon and I were on AIM about an hour ago. CHILLIN', MINDING OUR OWN BUSINESS. Suddenly this trainwreck named Aaryn shows up. She IM'd me out of the blue and asked for a F2, same girl who only talked to me about wanting my veto in exchange for her vagina pie, and who got caught trying to smite me to cause paranoia
So I say...yes I would love a F2 with you Aaryn!! And we name it The Smiters
Then Jon IM's me, and he tells me that him and Aaryn just made a F2. Then Aaryn TELLS JON that her and I just made a F2 and that Jon can JOIN our...F2? And at the same time, Aaryn is telling me that she has Jon and Lane in her pocket and that we should all four work together
So JonPardyPizza1 and I are like SHIT, we just got in bed with a psychopath. We looked on AIM and noticed that the three of us were the only three online, so Aaryn clearly was only making F2's with the only two people in sight. She also told us that she had been drinking which was FAIRLY EVIDENT!
So then Aaryn makes a...GROUP CHAT! Which is just way too early and stupid and has no gain at all. Me/her/Jon were in and and Jon and I wanted out asap. Aaryn then IM's me and says just "UGH DAMNIT.." and I asked what, and she said "You two stopped talking to me......"
What a psycho. Good god
So Aaryn comes up to me and says she has a big secret for me that I can't tell anyone and that she trusts me so much which makes no sense because we've known each other for twenty minutes
Her big secret is that she doesn't trust MICHELLE at all and wants her gone asap. She said everyone likes Michelle so she doesn't trust her and needs her to leave. Jesus. Michelle is also my #2 ally so this is an issue. I'm telling Michelle tomorrow 100%. Though maybe that makes me one of Michelle's zombies and Aaryn has a point but WE SHALL SEE!
Keith then gets online, drunk of course, and quickly tells me that he's nominating Benedict and Ryan. Fine by me! Jeremy then shows up and flat out tells me that he thinks Ryan is a huge threat and needs to go, because Ryan has had good scores in comps. Ryan and I have had nearly the same scores and I beat him in the Veto so this is possibly a problem for ole' Nick!
Now as I'm heading to bed, Aaryn tells Jon that she just made a F2 with Allison, minutes after we saw Allison sign onto AIM. SHE'S MAKING A F2 WITH EVERY PERSON WHO IS ON AIM TONIGHT
This chick is a disaster. We wanna try to influence Kaysar to put her up and get her outta here so none of this shit comes back to us. I'm super nervous that I'm gonna wake up and everyone hears that me/Aaryn/Jon/Lane have an alliance. I'll be so pissed if that happens all because of this dummy. I don't wanna be associated with Jon or Lane publicly at all because they're two people that I'm trying to work with
Probably gonna be doing some form of damage control tomorrow for something that Aaryn did. SIGH
I was super nervous when Keith won. Him and I hadn't talked much up until then because I hardly ever catch him on AIM. It became somewhat clear once he won that he was gonna put up two people from original House1 because he hadn't talked to them much up until then
Originally he was gonna put up Ryan and Benedict. That was alright with me. A lot of people wanted Topaz because she's not very social yet either, but Keith apparently wouldn't even HEAR it! So there's clearly something going on there
Then apparently he started to think Ryan/Jon instead. Him and I were talking just before the noms and he said he was thinking he might change to one person from original House1 and one from our original House2. We decided that was a great idea because if four people from House1 got nominated, then House2 would look tight and it might become a House vs House thing, which NO ONE wants at all. Plus the people who won comps from House2 would've been the ones targeted, and that would be Keith and I.
So I tried to push him that way because it seemed way smarter. Like a PEACE TREATY, doing one from each original house. But then my buddy suddenly pulled up to my house and I had to leave for like 24 hours and completely missed all conversations, which blew. I came back to see that Keith had abandoned the entire plan and gone with Ryan/Jon. NOT GOOD!
Jon got people's choice and asked me if he should pick him. We talked it out for awhile. It sounded like a comp that I could've done well in, but if I won then taking him off would've been suuuuper risky and telling. Our alliance would've been revealed so early which would've sucked. So he decided he' choose Kenny and Kenny said he would throw it apparently, to increase Jon's odds of winning.
But then WORST case scenario! Benedict wins and decides he's talking Ryan off the block. I still haven't heard his reasoning for that yet, last I heard he was plotting against Ryan
I would've have minded if Ryan ended up leaving this week. Him and I bonded early on, but he's handled his nomination kinda like a baby I think (: . He keeps moping around on AIM and I was kinda tired of it
Keith talked to me and flat out asked "who do you trust more, Kenny or Jeremy?" I told him I definitely talk to Kenny way more. So now he's apparently thinking about throwing Jeremy up against Jon. Once again, he doesn't even consider Topaz. Those two are close
The absolute worst case scenario is me going up against Jon. He's my closest ally and I'd end up having to campaign against him, and I could certainly end up being evicted over him. I'm worried that Keith would throw me up against him to try to ensure that Jon leaves. He told me that he likes me though and that he's not gonna put me up, so YIPPEE. But he was drunk at the time so I hope he remembers
If it's Jeremy/Jon, people are gonna expect Jon to leave. I've got a little PLOT cooking up to try to prevent that from happening. I might try to form a group to get Jeremy outta here. More on that after I find out who the replacement is gonna be
I set an away message on AIM as Game of Thrones was starting last night. Aaryn IM's me as soon as it starts, and when she asked what I was up to I told her that GoT is starting and that I'm watching it. Then she said "Oh, I don't watch that show remember??" and continued to IM me like crazy
THE NERVE!!!!!!
My phone was going off the entire episode as she droned on about stupid shit the entire time. I do not like
She also called me 'dude' and said 'yo', which is common OF COURSE! but that + her psychotic behavior + her ability to go from sober to drunk to sober in the span of an hour makes me think I know who she is. I hope to god I'm wrong. It's not gonna change anything because I want her gone ASAP anyway
I want her gone YESTERDAY!! I hate when people say that
I'm putting myself out there quiiiite a bit right now while talking to Kenny and Michelle. I might be playing a bit too hard but I think it's gonna be worth it
I'll post my convos with these two and go into more detail soon
Michelle 12:54 am I think tbh we can definitely do damage if we keep this up
Nick Uhas 12:54 am there's no doubt i really do trust you i don't feel nervous about saying something to you and having you rush off to tell everyone and shit
Kenny (12:07:58 AM): Dude Jeremy is talking to me Kenny (12:08:09 AM): I feel bad that he's up. Nick Uhas (12:08:16 AM): yea dude he's not happy Nick Uhas (12:08:18 AM): should've been topaz Kenny (12:08:34 AM): It should have Nick Uhas (12:08:45 AM): she came to me and tried to pretend that she was worried Nick Uhas (12:08:55 AM): about being keith's replacement nominee Nick Uhas (12:09:05 AM): i didn't really buy it honestly haha Kenny (12:09:12 AM): Lol she did that with me too Kenny (12:09:20 AM): Said she had to suck on that black banana Nick Uhas (12:09:27 AM): LOL Nick Uhas (12:09:28 AM): yes Nick Uhas (12:09:32 AM): she said the same to me Kenny (12:09:47 AM): Hah Nick Uhas (12:13:02 AM): so what are we thinking here for the vote Nick Uhas (12:13:36 AM): i think you and i might end up deciding it Kenny (12:15:48 AM): Really? Kenny (12:16:09 AM): Benedict Ryan topaz Michelle aren't the deciders? Nick Uhas (12:17:03 AM): well Nick Uhas (12:17:23 AM): michelle said it was like a lock that me/you/her were evicting jon Nick Uhas (12:17:44 AM): benedict/ryan will evict jeremy 100% Nick Uhas (12:18:11 AM): topaz will do whatever keith wants which i assume must be jon? Kenny (12:18:40 AM): Topaz wants to evict Jeremy I think Nick Uhas (12:19:10 AM): ahh Nick Uhas (12:19:20 AM): what do you wanna do? Nick Uhas (12:19:44 AM): you and michelle are the two i trust the most Kenny (12:20:18 AM): Well I think Jon and Jeremy would both be loyal Kenny (12:20:23 AM): To whoever kept them Nick Uhas (12:20:33 AM): yea i think so too Nick Uhas (12:20:56 AM): and jeremy's one of the people i speak to the least honestly Nick Uhas (12:21:04 AM): in the house at least Nick Uhas (12:21:18 AM): jeremy keith and topaz i'd say Kenny (12:24:20 AM): Then if you don't feel all that close to Jeremy Kenny (12:24:24 AM): Let's vote him? Nick Uhas (12:24:31 AM): haha Nick Uhas (12:24:34 AM): i'm down with that dude Nick Uhas (12:24:40 AM): i wasn't sure how you felt about it at all Nick Uhas (12:24:43 AM): or how michelle felt about it Kenny (12:24:58 AM): I mean we would be setting the tone Nick Uhas (12:25:02 AM): i wasn't sure if we all felt we were locked into this evict someone from house1 thing Kenny (12:25:08 AM): With voting someone from our original house. Kenny (12:25:25 AM): But whatever right? Nick Uhas (12:25:49 AM): exactly Nick Uhas (12:25:55 AM): i don't care too much about that to be honest Nick Uhas (12:26:05 AM): it might be a mold worth breaking out of Kenny (12:27:43 AM): Let's do it then. Can you talk to Michelle and lead her to it without making us seem like the bad guys? Nick Uhas (12:28:33 AM): will do! Nick Uhas (12:28:50 AM): how do you feel about this? Nick Uhas (12:29:04 AM): like i dunno how your relationship is with jeremy or jon Kenny (12:30:06 AM): Well they've both been honest with me I think Kenny (12:30:17 AM): Jeremy is a little blunt and nice Kenny (12:31:31 AM): I guess maybe his vocalness could get us in trouble laterM Kenny (12:31:32 AM): ? Nick Uhas (12:31:46 AM): yea there's a chance of that Nick Uhas (12:31:52 AM): jeremy is nice, i do feel bad Nick Uhas (12:31:59 AM): i'd rather topaz in this position Nick Uhas (12:32:06 AM): but i mean, i like her too haha Nick Uhas (12:32:13 AM): i have no complaints in this house at all Kenny (12:32:33 AM): Topaz woulda made this easy lol Nick Uhas (12:32:37 AM): for sure Nick Uhas (12:32:39 AM): far easier Nick Uhas (12:32:54 AM): let's assume we stay in this house next week Nick Uhas (12:32:59 AM): which is probably a poor assumption but still Nick Uhas (12:33:20 AM): if jeremy goes Nick Uhas (12:33:26 AM): and if one of those three guys wins HOH Nick Uhas (12:33:31 AM): i think we're good dude Kenny (12:33:36 AM): They'd keep us good yeah Nick Uhas (12:33:38 AM): i think keith and topaz go up for sure Nick Uhas (12:33:50 AM): and if topaz were to win...i think we're still good Nick Uhas (12:34:05 AM): her and keith would wanna go for any two of those three guys again i feel Kenny (12:34:16 AM): Really? Nick Uhas (12:34:36 AM): well keith made three enemies in them for sure Nick Uhas (12:34:41 AM): and topaz and keith are super tight Nick Uhas (12:34:57 AM): if they work together on her HOH which is expected really, i'd think they would target those three over me you or michelle Kenny (12:35:29 AM): That's true Nick Uhas (12:36:45 AM): that's all hard to say though, huge chance we switch up Kenny (12:37:29 AM): As long as someone we like wins and protects us or we win and protect us we're good Kenny (12:37:30 AM): I don't think we are the threats Nick Uhas (12:37:38 AM): agreed Nick Uhas (12:38:07 AM): and if we evict jeremy now, i feel like the house vs house thing is out the window after that point Nick Uhas (12:38:23 AM): which is gonna be better for us in the long run i feel Kenny (12:40:05 AM): Yeah dude its making sense Nick Uhas (12:46:51 AM): i think i might wanna do it then Nick Uhas (12:46:54 AM): and evict jeremy Nick Uhas (12:47:06 AM): i feel bad for him, he's a nice guy Nick Uhas (12:47:15 AM): but at the end of the day we just don't really talk enough Nick Uhas (12:47:30 AM): the pros seem to outweigh the cons overall Kenny (12:48:28 AM): I agrre Kenny (12:48:31 AM): Agree Kenny (12:48:43 AM): I'll put my vote in tomorrow morning before bed Kenny (12:48:52 AM): Er before work haha Nick Uhas (12:48:58 AM): haha Nick Uhas (12:49:01 AM): sounds good Nick Uhas (12:49:15 AM): michelle's liking the sound of it Kenny (12:49:23 AM): Cool. Nick Uhas (12:49:28 AM): she's thinking it all through but seems solid Nick Uhas (12:49:40 AM): i still don't even know what keith wants us to do haha Nick Uhas (12:58:53 AM): any word on house 1 stuff? seems like a boring week over there Kenny (12:59:12 AM): I'm pretty sure Jordan is going Kenny (12:59:28 AM): I don't even think she knows veto results Nick Uhas (12:59:33 AM): lmao Nick Uhas (12:59:37 AM): rip Kenny (12:59:57 AM): Haha Nick Uhas (1:01:28 AM): alright i'll be aroundish Nick Uhas (1:01:33 AM): just put my vote in for jeremy Kenny (1:01:45 AM): Alright bud Kenny (1:01:54 AM): Thanks for looking out for me. You're awesome Nick Uhas (1:01:59 AM): lemme know if you wanna talk it through some more or anything, still a lot of time!
Michelle (12:13:44 AM): Topaz to Jeremy: I'm going with the majority Michelle (12:13:51 AM): Um bitch your vote swings it one way or another smfh Nick Uhas (12:14:05 AM): hahah Nick Uhas (12:14:13 AM): she's going with whoever keith tells her Nick Uhas (12:14:16 AM): let's be real Michelle (12:14:21 AM): Yeah which I'm hoping to get out of her. Nick Uhas (12:14:31 AM): hmm Nick Uhas (12:14:34 AM): well Nick Uhas (12:14:42 AM): me you and kenny can decide this thing really Nick Uhas (12:14:52 AM): instead of topaz and keith Michelle (12:14:59 AM): Not if Topaz/Benedict/Ryan tie it and Keith wants Jeremy to go Michelle (12:15:01 AM): js Michelle (12:15:13 AM): B/R are def evicting Jeremy Nick Uhas (12:15:23 AM): lol i'm saying Michelle (12:15:24 AM): The 3 of us def evicting Jon. Comes down to Topaz. Nick Uhas (12:15:28 AM): if we evicted jeremy Michelle (12:15:31 AM): Oh. Michelle (12:15:39 AM): Are you considering that? =-O Nick Uhas (12:15:50 AM): i'm down for anything really Nick Uhas (12:16:51 AM): aim froze Nick Uhas (12:16:53 AM): i hate aim Nick Uhas (12:18:23 AM): but yea Nick Uhas (12:18:29 AM): i mean i'll consider each way really Nick Uhas (12:18:54 AM): i just figured i'd think it through and talk with you and kenny about what we wanna do Michelle (12:19:38 AM): Yeah definitely. Jeremy probably thinks he has all our votes and I like the guy Michelle (12:19:42 AM): The million dollar question is Michelle (12:19:46 AM): If we're keeping Jon Michelle (12:20:01 AM): are we keeping a final 3 alliance together? IDK tbh. We need to figure that out too. Nick Uhas (12:20:07 AM): right right Nick Uhas (12:20:11 AM): of ben/ryan/jon Michelle (12:20:23 AM): Yeah. IDK how close you are/aren't to them. Nick Uhas (12:20:23 AM): i can't tell at all Michelle (12:20:29 AM): Well Ryan/Ben are definitely Nick Uhas (12:20:38 AM): for sure Nick Uhas (12:20:39 AM): they've gotta be Michelle (12:20:43 AM): an item and Jeremy said he does want Ryan out, Jon wouldn't want them out Nick Uhas (12:21:58 AM): i dunno, i think jon wanted benedict as one of the original noms IIRC Michelle (12:22:47 AM): We couldn't convicne him to nom Ben/Ryan together which is an issue. But I like Jon a lot and if we keep Jeremy he's still on this Michelle (12:22:49 AM): wavelength of Michelle (12:22:51 AM): HOUSE 1 VS HOUSE 2 Michelle (12:22:55 AM): Which I personally don't like. Michelle (12:23:04 AM): There are definitely ups and downs of getting rid of both. Nick Uhas (12:23:05 AM): yea i don't either Nick Uhas (12:23:08 AM): i think so too Nick Uhas (12:23:14 AM): that's why i wanted to talk it out haha Michelle (12:23:25 AM): The other thing I know for usre is Michelle (12:23:29 AM): Keith/Kaysar are Michelle (12:23:32 AM): fucking TIGHT. Nick Uhas (12:23:40 AM): i got that sense too Michelle (12:23:45 AM): Like Will/Boogie tight. Do you know how I know? Michelle (12:23:49 AM): Keith told me, and I quote... Nick Uhas (12:23:54 AM): and i don't talk to either of them much at all Michelle (12:23:57 AM): "I don't want to make my nominations without talking them out with Kaysar" Nick Uhas (12:24:01 AM): hahaha Nick Uhas (12:24:04 AM): oh.... Nick Uhas (12:24:06 AM): well that's telling Michelle (12:24:07 AM): which btw keep that to yourself. Nick Uhas (12:24:13 AM): of course! Michelle (12:24:15 AM): But I'm not ready to watch those 2 just Michelle (12:24:21 AM): coast through the game with Topaz and whoever else they have lol Nick Uhas (12:24:23 AM): lol no Nick Uhas (12:24:25 AM): not at all Nick Uhas (12:25:16 AM): that's why i wanted topaz up tbh Michelle (12:25:25 AM): But he was NOT doing it. Michelle (12:25:29 AM): That's also very telling. Nick Uhas (12:25:34 AM): exactly Michelle (12:26:02 AM): This is truly a tough decision. Nick Uhas (12:26:11 AM): it really is Nick Uhas (12:26:24 AM): jeremy's one of the people i speak with the least Michelle (12:26:25 AM): I mean Jeremy just said he wants Ryan out but tbth Michelle (12:26:26 AM): Like Nick Uhas (12:26:27 AM): certainly in this house Michelle (12:26:33 AM): Ryan out isn't the best thing for you/me idk if you agree Nick Uhas (12:26:38 AM): i do! Michelle (12:26:39 AM): He's dangerous, but he'd go after Keith and co who are Michelle (12:26:45 AM): more vocal about evicting him Michelle (12:26:45 AM): over us Nick Uhas (12:26:45 AM): cause he's a huge target Michelle (12:26:55 AM): Like if he won HoH I think we wouldn't be his nominees. Nick Uhas (12:27:06 AM): if we evicted jeremy and kept jon Nick Uhas (12:27:12 AM): that's ike a peace treaty to those three Nick Uhas (12:27:19 AM): they'd target topaz/keith over me you or kenny next Michelle (12:27:28 AM): Or we could not tell Kenny lol Michelle (12:27:32 AM): but that's up to you Nick Uhas (12:27:35 AM): haha Nick Uhas (12:27:40 AM): i'm already talking to kenny about it now Michelle (12:27:41 AM): I'm not devious I swear. Nick Uhas (12:27:43 AM): hahaha Nick Uhas (12:27:45 AM): it's fine Nick Uhas (12:27:48 AM): all this shit stays with me Nick Uhas (12:27:52 AM): you don't have to worry about that Michelle (12:27:54 AM): I do believe though that I am smarter than I let on Michelle (12:27:59 AM): which I want to keep it that way lol Nick Uhas (12:28:02 AM): hahah Nick Uhas (12:28:11 AM): i like being able to talk openly about this stuff with you Michelle (12:28:28 AM): I really honestly Michelle (12:28:32 AM): even tho he didn't mention me going up Michelle (12:28:50 AM): had a feeling in my gut it was me Michelle (12:28:50 AM): for a long time Nick Uhas (12:29:44 AM): i think it easily could've been any of us Nick Uhas (12:29:52 AM): it's so hard because i don't talk with him Michelle (12:29:57 AM): It's a shame too b/c Michelle (12:30:02 AM): I actually have a special bond with Keith in that he, like me Michelle (12:30:05 AM): has been all over creation Michelle (12:30:17 AM): But he clearly Michelle (12:30:17 AM): doesn't have me in his plans long term Michelle (12:30:17 AM): so Nick Uhas (12:30:20 AM): he made three enemies this week in jon/ben/ryan Michelle (12:30:23 AM): And if he's gonna play hard I'm not gonna wait to kick in the jets Michelle (12:30:40 AM): And if all 3 stay Michelle (12:30:44 AM): even if we fuck Keith over Michelle (12:30:53 AM): Topaz wins HoH she probably still noms Ben/Ryan to protect Keith Nick Uhas (12:31:00 AM): exactly Nick Uhas (12:31:09 AM): and this is if the houses stay the same Michelle (12:31:16 AM): Which there's no guarantee they do Nick Uhas (12:31:19 AM): if they mix up, and we voted alongside original house2 Nick Uhas (12:31:26 AM): and went against those three house1 guys Michelle (12:31:29 AM): We're actually in a pretty good spot right now but it's precarious Nick Uhas (12:31:32 AM): then we become huge targets for house1 people Nick Uhas (12:31:36 AM): it really is Michelle (12:34:23 AM): Even in that situation Keith would need us if we screwed up his week Nick Uhas (12:35:07 AM): yup Nick Uhas (12:35:10 AM): and honestly Nick Uhas (12:35:14 AM): what does keith even want this week? Nick Uhas (12:35:16 AM): because i have no idea Michelle (12:35:20 AM): I really don't know Nick Uhas (12:35:27 AM): i haven't heard him say that he wants us to evict jon for him Michelle (12:35:28 AM): I talked to Heaven and Ally Dub earlier today btw Michelle (12:35:34 AM): and they both also are sick of the house vs house shit Nick Uhas (12:35:41 AM): so i don't feel too awful going against his wishes because i have no idea what his wishes are haha Nick Uhas (12:35:47 AM): alright that's good Nick Uhas (12:35:52 AM): i think everyone is from the sounds of things Michelle (12:36:02 AM): Like the only ppl who are like gung ho about it are Jeremy, Keith, and Kaysar lol Michelle (12:36:08 AM): But they're def not aligned b/c they threw up Jeremy no problem Nick Uhas (12:36:13 AM): and i think keith's initial two nominations made that mentality stronger Nick Uhas (12:36:28 AM): so it might help you and i out in the long run if we break it Michelle (12:36:46 AM): Yeah for sure Michelle (12:36:57 AM): And what does Kenny think about it? Does he feel like we do? Nick Uhas (12:37:07 AM): that's what it's seeming like Nick Uhas (12:37:14 AM): he said we should just do it and evict jeremy Nick Uhas (12:37:20 AM): you talking to him? Michelle (12:37:29 AM): not atm
The convo with Michelle was much longer but not quite as important
SO! Background info. Myself, Kenny, and Michelle weren't really on the same page about who we actually wanted to leave. Michelle just assumed we were all a lock for keeping Jeremy which made my conversation with her slightly awkward.
Jon was 100% he had Kenny, but Kenny and I haven't talked about how we're each close with Jon and that we were each keeping him before our conversation even happened (assuming he was telling the truth to Jon). But as opposed to Michelle, Kenny jumped on board with evicting Jeremy really early and has committed to it, so it seems he's been telling Jon the truth which is good to know. I'd love to set up a trio of me/Jon/Kenny very soon
I have no idea if I can trust Michelle or not. Something in my gut is telling me that I can't. I'm just gonna keep being her buddy until the time might be right. She's a more dangerous player than she's trying to let on I think
Michelle still hasn't even committed. She just PM'd Kenny and myself this morning (after these convos) and said that Topaz is evicting Jon and that we can still decide to go with that if we wanted, so she's clearly wavering. I'm not sure what her agenda is for this vote or who she's truly working with if it isn't me.
I need to talk to Benedict and Ryan asap. I want them to see that I'm going 'with them' by keeping Jon and evicting Jeremy. My relationship with those two and Jon is far stronger than it is with Keith/Topaz/Jeremy. FUCK THE HOUSE LINES!
NOT REALLY! Keith is not fun to talk to, which is good since we hardly talk!
I don't feel bad about betraying his wishes and ruining his HOH week at all. If Jeremy goes, Keith will have had such a horrendous week as HOH which fills me with glee