Round 1!

[Hayley Luscott]

Omg Y'all! First off, welcome to my confeshy fesh where you will get to hear me bitch about the game. Or laugh evilly about how I'm controlling everything. Um but lets be real, it's mostly going to be about me bitching the whole time about how things aren't going my way so WHATEVER YOLO!

Anyway, this has been my first REAL night of the game! I have been MIA from the beginning because of my vacation (which was faaaabulous btw thanks for asking) and I come back to see my beautiful blonde ass is nominated. Which is just AWESOME... but totally expected. But never fear, Hayley ain't no sitting duck! I came on today determined to WIN my veto and save my sexy self as well as get my social game on and win the hearts of all!

Annnnnd that was an epic fail. FIRST OFF, I went and did the challenge and it was puzzles and I'm like... the absolute WORST at puzzles. I USUALLY consider myself a visual person but puzzles just do me in and make me want to strangle puppies and kick bunnies. So yah, I sucked ass and definitely know I'm not winning no veto.

But it's all good because at LEAST my social game can save me, right???

Or... it would if Anyone from my freaking house was ONLINE. UGH. FLAMES ON THE SIDE OF MY FACE. I spent all night tonight online and got to talk to a whopping THREE people from my house. I IMed Allison and Heaven and they didn't IM me back. THOOOOOOSE bitches! -_- However, I did get to talk to Kaysar, Jeremy and Kenny. I actually love all three of the boys! Kaysar seems really cool and he can hold a conversation which rocks my world. Jeremy I LOVE. He's so funny! And I think I made him laugh a few times or else really annoyed him. Kenny seems really nice too. I totally get WHY he nominated me and I told him there's no bad blood from it and there really isn't! I would have done the same thing!

One good thing I have going for me is that Alison (who I'm up against) has not got her hobag self online to talk to anyone! That gurl hasn't even signed up with an AIM name! I'm hoping beyond all hope that she doesn't win veto or else I'm totally up shit creek. Kaysar and Jeremy both told me they think I'd be safe if the noms change the same because... like... I talk and Alison doesn't. But if Alison wins I'm TOTALLY screwed.

I guess if worse comes to worse I'll just start PMing people and being like "If you keep me, I will be your BFF to the end of time" or something of that nature. This game looks really exciting and I don't want to leave! I better not! I will go out kicking and screaming! Maybe I'm just overreacting because I am overtired and annoyed that no one is online when I finally get online.

I just want to get past this first vote and then really start playing the game. This Aussie gurl ain't biting the dust early! I'm in it for the long haul!

[James Rhine]

How WAS your vacation?

[Hayley Luscott]

It was AMAZING! I had so much fun! I stayed at this rented house with a bunch of my friends and it was one long weekend of partying and me being a beach goddess! I also went on my first booze cruise which was really fun! I was most happy to spend time with my friends though. I never get to see them and am usually just wrapped up in my dumb life that I don't take the time to talk to them. It made me realize I miss them like crazy!

However, now I'm back home and in that "Omg, real life sucks so much" phase. So hopefully that will pass soon!

[Hayley Luscott]

Well! The veto results came out... and omg I did so bad! I'm kind of embarassed but WHATEVER. I AM STILL AMAZING. Nick won and I got to talk to him afterward. He seems really nice! I had to at least throw it out there and ask him to think about taking me off the block but he said he didn't think he was going to cause drama and use it.

SO BLAH. I'm on the block for the final eviction. However I did get to talk to people and numerous peeps said they would vote to keep me so I THINK I'm okay! I am hoping I don't get blindsided or whatever because that would suck so much!

I will just have to see what happens next round. I kind of want to get an alliance going with someone though... maybe Heaven? That would be fun! I met Heaven and Michelle last night and I really like both of them! Heaven was more fun to talk to. And us international girls need to stick together!

But we'll just see what happens. I need to survive this eviction and then we really get to start to play!