Round #2

[Heaven Afrika]

May 29, 2014 17:47:33 GMT -5 Heaven Afrika said:

Bye girls!

I posted this in eviction and a bulb blinked in my noggin. This better not be girls leaving left and right this season! That became a NO NO after Big Brother 12. I won't be a victim to some macho man alliance taking out all the girls while running everything behind the scenes. It does suck b/c the girls are much less socially active than the guys seem to be. This is a guys season and as a woman in this game I need to keep that in mind. I need to march forward knowing what is going on around me and how to have it all work to my advantage.

I don't know what I wanna do about HoH.. I think I could throw it and be okay. I feel p good with everyone in my house and I think everyone would nom someone else before they would put me up on the block. Peeps are getting a lil more comfy in our house b/c badmouthing others is coming out more freely then it has before. Keith is my goss partner. We had a good goss sesh a day ago about everyone in the game and who we felt we could trust and could not trust and we agreed on a lot of the same names. I'm liking Keith and think this could be the beginning of a brand new partnership for he and I.

Aaryn has been chatting me up a lot. She isn't even in my house but we have been talking a bit. She was talking to me and telling me up front how she wants to throw HoH and feels like she is super safe with everyone in her house and that nobody sees her as a threat. Haha is she really telling me all this? She's not in my house so I don't necessarily care but she shouldn't go around saying these things to rando ppl she has no alliance with. It could come back to bite her in the bottom. I guess this is just foreshadowing all the girls' demise lol. Look at that.. I came full circle. (;

[Heaven Afrika]

Well dag! Hahaha I did not expect a full on swap with everyone! Nice job hosties! This shakes, rattles and rolls a lot of things. I did end up trying just a lil bit in the competition. I'm happy I lost to Kays. I don't think he would put me up and I'll work that original House #2 bond with him. We got along p good over there and talked a few times. I like that Memphis is here b/c he is someone that I liked before the houses got split. Lane was also a peach. I have never spoken to Jordan (she's the only one I haven't spoken to) and I feel like Kathy and I lost touch.

When Kathy won HoH and the houses were divided she didn't seem to care to keep in touch with me anymore while others did. Eventually I decided not to reach out to her anymore like I was originally b/c she in turn was not making an effort to do the same! Maybe now that we're in the same house she'll find that it's important to talk to everyone and we can maybe start getting to know eachother again. That would be nice lol.

Allison and Hayley are the other two that came from the other house with Kays and I to House #1. I can't see Kays putting them up. Last time I talked to him he was telling me how he found himself only talking to peeps in our house and nobody from the other was talking to him too much. I think if anything we are going to see someone from original House #1 leaving this round. I wouldn't mind if it was someone like Jordan who I haven't spoken a lick to.. or Kathy if she doesn't step it up.

Did I really just name girls off?? This is what I'm talking about! I feel like the guys are superior to the girls socially. So many of the chickadees aren't chatty and it's killing the female population in the game ha. But I do need to play by who I can see keeping me safe and being on my side atm and not worry about gender ratio. That might be something to look into a lil more down the road in 2 or 3 rounds. Until then it's all about those chit chats and who I mesh with.

[Heaven Afrika]

It's p quiet in the house today. I am talking to Keith and Topaz from the other house and we got an alliance going. So I have this 3some now too! I have lil one on ones with other peeps but this is my first group alliance. I like that I am progressing more each round and taking it easy. I don't want to jump the gun and then shoot myself in the foot. The 3 of us have a chat going and we're talking about what Keith should do for his nominations. He seems torn between Ryan/Jon/Benedict. He wants to put 2 of em up and I pushed for Ryan/Jon b/c Benedict and I have a one on one and I want to see Benedict stay safe.

I told Benedict to be honest with Keith and be straight up b/c Keith likes that. A lil later Keith was telling me how he liked that Benedict was being open in his chat with him. I told Benedict he was doin good and that Keith was receiving him well. If Benedict stays safe I'll be happy b/c I don't talk THAT much to Ryan or Jon and if one of them left I wouldn't be too heart broken over the loss.

Kays and I spoke a lil last night too and he told me I was safe. He said he wasn't going to be around a lot today because he had stuff going on and that he was going to send the host his nominations to post before deadline. When I asked who he was going to put up he told me he knew he was doing Jordan because he never spoke to her (me neither! what is this chick's problem?) and he was still talking to other peeps to decide the other. I had to leave before I knew his other one but I'm just happy to know that's it's not gonna be me! (:

[Heaven Afrika]

Keith is losing his marbles! I don't know what's going on between those ears of his. Keith is talking about putting up Jeremy and Nick this round instead of a combo of Jon/Ryan/Benedict. No way.. why! I do not want Jer to go up on the block because I kinda need him. He is someone I trust and that I know trusts me. Keith is showin me logs of him and Ryan talking and Ryan mentioned talking to Benedict and Jon and saying that they seemed worried and would do whatever Keith wanted.

I told Keith that is etch a sketch.. they will say and do anything to save their ass right now. Keith agreed with that. I told Keith I would support him in whatever he did with his noms but that I think it would be smarter for him to go through with Ryan/Jon/Benedict noms BUT leave a backdoor possibility on the table IF he still wanted to go for Jer/Nick. This way.. all seems right and if he wants to execute his lil power move, he can do it closer to the end of the round without anything backfiring or if something DOES backfire with PoV.

[Heaven Afrika]

It looks like Keith listened and backed out of the idea of nominating Jeremy or Nick.. thank goddess! I hope that he isn't considering making any coo coo moves like that this round though. Ryan was messaging me upset that he was nominated and said that he think if noms stay then he is toast. I do like Ryan a bit and if he went my game would take a minor hit but nothing huge.

Kathy decided to come running to me after not making an effort to talk to me for dayzzz. This was after she was nominated of course haa. As much as Kathy is bothering me by not talking to me unless she needs something.. I can not overlook that Jordan has not said a single word to me in the house and I never see her around. Lol if she comes on then she must leave within the same hour b/c I never see her!

If I get picked for PoV I will likely throw it but I'm not decided. Kays won't put me on the block and if nominations do change I could see someone like Aaryn going up in Jordan or Kathy's place b/c Lane and Memphis were telling me about the good conversations they had with Kaysar last night after he won HoH.

[Heaven Afrika]

So much for throwing it lol! I don't ever fully throw competitions but sometimes I don't try AS hard as I would if I really wanted it. I did find a lot of them really quick and couldn't find the one behind Gina Marie. Darn you Gina Marie! Move ya big head. (: The zults were p close between Kaysar, Lane and me. I beat Lane by a few seconds. I am happy I won b/c I don't know if Lane would have saved Kathy or not. Lane is with me on the basis that Jordan does and says nothing so I knew he wouldn't save her but not too sure on his relationship with Kathy.

Kathy hasn't been around.. I don't know what's up with that. If I leave nominations the same then Jordan is a goner I would say and Kathy will survive to fight another day. I think Kathy deserves to stay b/c as I said.. Jordan hasn't made an effort and I still have never spoken to her. If she does come to me about the PoV I am going to greet her with a "wow, it's nice to finally meet ya!" Yunno.. something of the backhanded variety haha.

Benedict is telling me that he's going to use the PoV to save either Jon or Ryan from the block. I hope he saves Ryguy! Ryan is someone I talk to on and off and would like to see stay. He is p threatening in competitions but I talk to him and that is more valuable to me than Jon who I don't talk to as much. I could see myself working with Ry down the road but with Jon it could go either way, but it's leaning more toward us not working together. We just cant seem to meet up online at the same times and keep a chat chugging along.

I plan to talk to Kaysar just to see what he wants to see happen. From the looks of his speech he was using Kathy as a pawn of sorts anyway? I know when he was deciding nommies he told me that he hadn't had a convo with Jordan either so I think he could be persuaded to just let her go without any issues!

[Heaven Afrika]

Why is Alli Dubz pushing for Kathy to go?? Hahha whaaat! It doesn't make any sense to me. I don't support the "let's keep the inactive non-social peeps in!" movement. Allison was telling me how we should get Aaryn and Hayley to vote out Kathy. I was talking to Lane and he was telling me that Allison mentioned it to him too but that he is wavering between both sides and so is Memphis.. and so am I lol. I thought this was just going to be a TOODLELOO JORDO week but it's looking a lil more than that.

I don't have THAT MUCH of a care on who goes I just don't want to boot people in the beginning that are here to play the game. Games are more fun for people that try! Jordan isn't trying..

It comes down to do I vote out Jordan because she offers nothing to me or my game? She doesn't talk or make much of an effort.. she seems to suck in competishes and isn't a threat at all? Or should I vote out Kathy because she might have connections from her HoH week last round and could be a roadblock later on? I am still gonna feel out Lane and Memphis and see what they're thinking because they seem to be like me and a lil confused about what to do.

[Heaven Afrika]

I was getting tired of going back and forth weighing the pros and the cons of Jordan and Kathy staying or going and told Memphis I just can't keep someone like Jordan in this game when I haven't even spoken to the girl!

Could you imagine if this chick won a luck HoH and then she could put me up b/c I haven't had a single chat with her? Haaa not wanting that so she needs to go. I do think I do have a bit of a relationship with Kathy (not a strong one but a decent one) and that is worth something. I might share with Kathy that some peeps were pushing her name but I'm not decided. I don't want to stir the pot and cause problems for myself if it's not necessary to name drop..

I'm going to cast my vote a lil later and be done with it. In other news.. it's sad to see that Jer is up. Michelle was talking to me and saying she's close to Jon and is very torn on what to do for the vote b/c she likes Jeremy too. I think she will evict Jeremy based on her comments and Ben and Ryan will follow. It doesn't look good for him. If JerBear goes he will be missed! ):