Episode Three

[kathy]

I survived!

I'm so excited right now; the two people that I wanted to go home went home!



Now, hopefully somebody I actually have a relationship with will win an HoH so I don't have to spend so much time sucking up like I did with Kaysar. 

[kathy]

I am going to bomb this challenge. I listened to some clips, but yeah, it's gonna be a disaster.

[kathy]

I feel a lot better about this round than last round. I get along well with most of this house, and Heaven and I have a decent relationship. Hopefully I can get around to chatting with her later today to secure myself. I'm really excited to finally be in a house with Kenny and Michelle. i like both of them a lot, and I know that they will have my back. Kenny is worried about being nominated, but I would be shocked if he was. I honestly like everyone in this house, so I don't know who I want to see up. It seems like a lot of people want Hayley up, but we have a lot in common, so I dunno if I want to see her go quite yet. I'm still feeling iffy with Keith, so maybe him? Lane helped save me last round, but I still don't feel particularly close. I guess I wouldn't be too upset by Ryan going up either.

I have no idea what'll happen...

[kathy]

Shady. Ass. Bitches.



Man, this round just turned into chaos. Heaven's reasoning for putting me up is complete BS. Kenny and I haven't told anyone about our relationship. I honestly haven't talked to anyone about Kenny since this game began, and now Heaven is telling everyone that we are a duo!? wtf?

She told me that Kenny told Kaysar not to put me on the block last round, but Kenny claims that he just suggested that Kaysar put up Jordan and Aaryn as safe noms. Kenny does have a tendency to say things that are not necessarily believable, so I could see him accidentally slipping something out, but I dunno. This has been ridiculous.

I do think that Keith is on my side right now though. He wants to get Hayley out, and he is seeing through Heaven's shady shit. He also told me that Heaven got Lane and Ryan to agree to vote for me. Lane claims he hasn't heard anything about the vote yet, so that makes me feel really uneasy. Lane is the one person I've been with this whole game, and if he is turning on me right now, that'll really fucking suck. I'm trying to push my relationship with Lane, but he's kinda boring... I feel like I'm interrogating him more than just talking to him, so I don't know if it is being counterproductive or not. He did say that he would use the veto on me though! Hopefully he lives up to that.

I haven't talked to Ryan in 5 days, so I have no idea where his head is at.

I'm so goddamn nervous right now.