Round #6

[Heaven Afrika]

WOWZA! Memphis staying UNANIMOUS is a real eye opener for me. Look how well liked that guy is! It isn't just me he's charming with haha that's for dag sure. I DID have an idea he was liked which is why I also wanted him against someone like Jon to make sure Jon hit the road.. but he worked just as well against Ben! I feel a LIL bad about Benedict going but not TOO bad b/c the guy was transparent when he'd come to me only when I had some power.

Now that we are in the new round, I am a lil nervous b/c I can't play for HoH. Nobody will know it was me as previous HoH so I SHOULD be okay if the "wrong" person wins? If anything etch-a-sketch happens, I got my trusty Special Veto in my back pocket. I'm hoping it won't come to that! BUT AWWW IT'S ENDURANCE! I wanted to test my endurance skillz a lil against this crop of peeps! I have the bad feels that someone like Nick could win and I don't have the strongest relationship with him.

[Heaven Afrika]

PHHHEWWW! I dodged a bullet! Looks like Memphy doesn't think it was me last round so I'm GOLDEN! Kaysar is getting the blame haha which is what I've been saying to others. My noms looked like Kaysar noms which was my whole reason for putting up Memphis. Memphis putting up Kathy and Kaysar is a hit to my game b/c both of them are peeps I wanted to work with. No matter way I look at it.. I think one of my allies will be peacing out by the end of the week. But hey at least it's not me right? That's all that matters to me right now. I made Jury so now it's all about getting MYSELF to the end and I still think I can do that with one of Kathy or Kaysar leaving.

I didn't get picked for PoV.. that's okay. More than okay b/c if Kaysar had picked me I would have had some trouble on my hands. I REALLY don't want to have to use my Special Veto this round b/c I'm going to kill for HoH next round to make sure I can extend it another round. The longest I can have it, the better! I can't see Memphis wanting to backdoor me or anything b/c we do talk a lot and he should have the illusion that I have his back no matter what.

Hayls and I had a good chat yesterday and we want Jon out as soon as poss! He doesn't ever talk to us but we always hear about him having chats with other peeps in the house. WAY TO GO JONNY! COULD YOU MAKE YOUR LEAST FAVORITES ANYMORE KNOWN? I just gotta get through this week scathe free and then it's time to HAM for that HoH key.

[Heaven Afrika]

Kaysar winning another clutch competish LOL! That guy wins when he needs it bad and I can respect that. What I can't respect is his inability to chat with peeps. BUT he was on yesterday and I had a good chat with him and we caught up a lil bit. I was just confirming where I stand and that I have my suspicions about some of the guys being together. Kays thinks it could be true but isn't sure. I tried to tell him it's looking like the real deal b/c look who's up aside from Kaysar and Keith.. HAYLEY. These guys just want the girls out and Kaysar and Keith if they can get it done. Their noms when they're in power are synonymous!

I would have WITHOUT A DOUBT kept Kathy this round if she were up against someone like Ally Dubs instead. I can't vote out Hayley b/c she's someone I trust and probably the most. I can tell her stuff without fear of her running around and telling other peeps. She isn't the strongest in comps but she's a loyal vote and a confidant.. 2 things of which I'm not sure i could ever rely on Kathy to be. I came around to liking Kathy but I can't keep her in this scenario..

I want HoH so bad I would kill for it. If I win this HoH then I can secure another round for my Special PoV which is the most important. I know that Jon would be a nomination of mine if I won b/c we don't speak AT ALL. The question is.. who will sit beside him? I wouldn't do Memphis and I don't think I'd do Lane b/c I feel okay with them at the present time. My choices would be Aaryn or Nick I feel. Aaryn has become a non-entity and she was super against Kathy last week which makes me think she could be cuddling up Lane or one of the other guys. As for Nicky, he's scary b/c I don't know where he stands and he's always been close to me in comps.

[Heaven Afrika]

A funny thing I forgot to add.. Keith decided to message me and let me know "hey lol I haven't been talking to anyone <3" ahaha. THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW BUDDY! But it IS true! Conversations are at an all time low and I think it's b/c the lines are drawn. The only peeps I really talk to are the ones I feel I can trust. I think that's what everyone is doing right now: holding their cards close to their chest and not wanting to say the wrong thing to the wrong person out of cautiousness.

[Heaven Afrika]

Formula for all Jon, Memphis, Lane (Nick?) HoH's:

Kaysar + Girl = Noms
Kaysar Wins PoV = Girl Up
= Girl Goes Home

I don't need to be a mathematician to figure that one out!